EvE: 12/19/09

I'm a girl that very easy to cry.. ( WATCH MOVIE ALSO CRY)

this time i cry 4 my bf going to change his job.. (like that also cry)

now his job is same working place with me.. (It is gd thing that u have a same job with your bf)

we know each other i think have 10month but we 2gether already 7month..

this 10month almost everyday see each other, 1 day he tell me ' I'm going to find other job'..

That day i keep on cryin until the next day my eye pain.. After that he know i cry and then nv mention it about findin other job again..

but this day still comin..

few day ago..

his friend tell him that i lack of 1person will u come over and help me..

after he told me about that once again i cried.. but why am i crying asking myself..??

i find out that i'm selfish that i don 1 to b alone..

i 1 to b with him.. everyday can see him..

i told him that i'm selfish.. but i 1 to let him go find a better work that now.. (don know wat i 1 only know that now i 1 to b with him)

so 2day he told me that 2morrow go to have a interview 1st.. (2day i nv cry)

i also told him after the interview must let me b the 1st know..

I can't promise that i won't cry again but I must try to b strong without him i must work more hard..

EvE