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erm...
1st wish hope faster win toto or 4D because i really 1 to go taiwan..
2nd i don 1 to work anymore i 1 to study..
3rd keep it...(tell u then won't come true)

okay don have cake but have mee suan with a egg...
2morrow is my english birthday...28/12..
haha....2day....
but this 2day still need to work...
cake i think 28/12 also don have...
NvM...

yesterday need i dream on my birthday that day my friend bring a cake come to my workin place i think this dream just a dream won't come true because all of my friend busy chistmas that day only 2 ppl send me msg let me think that i don have any friend.. that day i always see my hp still got more friend sms me...
don have.. nvM i use to it le...
friend FriENd...

this year i hope i can with my friend 2gether...
but my birthday is on sunday i need to work..
i just hope they will come but this hope maybe won't come true...

i hate them infront of me...
i hate go west mall always go there can see them...
i hate they so happy i so sad i really really hate them stand infront of me...
i haye them hold 2gether i very sad i can't 4got that guy...
hate them....
i also hate myself why saw until them i so unhappy...
is this call LOVE...
if yes i hate it i very tried of this game i 1to end it but very hard to 4got them...

i can't tell any1...
i only can tell u....

Lat week is a happy week...



8oct go out with me mei mei yun n fion...



eat....shop.....chat.....







then on 11oct i saw my god-sis very long nv see her still so pretty...haha...



got a handsome bf...







this month i always see comic....



i now really like comic....

i like this story..n funny...
taiwan 1-4 i still waitin...

河神的新娘

this story is about god n love...
the story startin u see like china comic but this is korea comic..
i now still waitin this comic... korea there now until 1-7 but taiwan only 1-3

i cry le..
i cry why i at 1oct working half way cry....
because i work very hard le...
why i now cryin when type this page..?
i also don know...
why 2oct i cry 4 just a family show..
why 1oct i already cry..??
why i this 2 day cry...
why i cry 4 a guy that when i heard he marry...?
why i cry 4 my every thing i real cry...

2day must b a happy day because i off but i still cry...
2day i sms to my friend say about 8oct go out...
i happy but go back home wtch the show until cry..

did i like that guy?
i don know then why i cry 4 it..
i blame my friend y 1 to tell me is pri sch friend..

sry i still cryin i think i can't type le...

you don know wat happen in next moment or wat happen 2morrow thing..
good person die early then how about bad ppl..?
bad ppl will die early anot?
some ppl is evil n some is gd..
when ppl must die??
can't die cannot mah...?

many of Korean artist die..don know why..car band die..hangin at bf home die..because of money die...
they can make money they don drive so fast they got problem can find ppl to talk..

my grandmother is sick and died since my pri 2 June...i cry everyday..
my god-mother say my mum don 1 me if don have my grandmother here then don have me le..
i don know where m i le maybe i die le maybe my mum give me to her friend or sell me away le..
my mum don 1 me because she 1st time b mother so scare lol..i don care but my father also not very good when i 3 or 4 year old my father go n bring any aunt go to my really house n sleep with it so on that day i call him bad Ba Ba i don like him since i young..
my Ba Ba is bad my until secondary i know that he really wrong le..
my ma ma when i small don 1 me but i also 4give her le because she at least every year got come to my god-mother house n see me gd anot how her exam got improve anot got sleep well anot..
i will remember those day..but my BA BA nv come n see me..now my MA MA n BA BA want me go back to their house i can't do it.. (really sry)

because they don 1 me b4 n i already stay with my god-mother n god-father 14 year le..
from they dating 2gther i also got go out with them..until they marry i also know...
until they born my 1st god- Di Di 2nd god- Di Di 3rd god- Di Di until now the 4th Mei Mei...
so i also hope my 3 Di Di n my only 1 Mei Mei can see me dating can see me marry can see me born my 1st child...
i hope we r a very happy family (my ma ma my Ba Ba my god- mum, dad, 3 Di Di & Mei Mei)
when gather 2gether really very happy here talk talk there talk talk so 1 of us not here i also will cry...i now only hope my ma ma got a gd healthy because now she sick le..

my grandmother also is not my really grandmother is my god-mum grandmother but when i small my god-mum always call her ah poi so when she die i really cry because some1 important to u 1 already died so i very sad is normal..

talk about my past i now feelin very sad le..
very late le so until here bah...

some time i really 1 to know that why got ppl choose love also don 1 choose 4ever friends...
i can't know that know your friend already 5 year but know a BF/GF a few month don belive friend belive their own GF/BF...

i m a girl but i very rough, fat and voice loud sometime got ppl say like me this type of girl don have BF..
ya i really don have so wat..
i really hate them...
i hate hate hate them.....

anyway between love n friend i will choose friend...i know them won't lie me...
but i also have those friend got lie me b4 i cry 1day...
i really really very sad i belive them but why??
not i really 1 to say sometime i like girl more them boy...
will i become les i think no lol...
because i still like boy...my taste are gangster type handsome 1...
haha...i like those are all gangster type 1 only 1 is quite type de
i like 1 guy is quite type 1 the name call my secondary friend from sec 1 until sec 4...
same sch...2 year same class 2 year beside class stay near my house...
2 block away only..i also don know why i like him..
maybe handsome but not so handsome leh...
don say le..like 1 person very easy 4get them very hard..
always 1 to 4get them but i will saw them maybe at shopping or where very funny lol..

this few day i always like to see sky..when i saw them i will happy n 4get something lol...
oka time to sleep le...

hilo...
i 2day think alot of think...
i 2day walk a road let me think of last time...

last time i always walk go home with friend...
i last time go to school..
last time always go out with my friend very happy...
last time i really happy b4 sad b4 sacre b4 hate b4 n cry b4....

NOW i only think when can i go out with my friend...
NOW i walk along very alone...
NOW i go to work nv go to school...
NOW i only sad, hate some1, cry because i really really cry out loud when i alone nv really happy b4...nv sacre b4 very long le..
NOW only parent n i...NOW i very lonely call my friend also need their agree..
SOMEtime i really hate them....

last time i like him...
NOW i like him more then last time...
when i saw him i really 1 to know wat he doin about..

I 1 TO KNOW WHEN A PERSON U LIKE BUT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND BF/GF WAT WILL U DO..WILL U CHOOSE YOUR BEST FRIEND OR BECAUSE OF BF/GF GIVE UP YOUR 4EVER FRIEND...

i have this type of problem b4 but end up i choose my best friend give up my the most i like...
i really hope i nv choose wrong b4...
but i my heart very hurt when i saw them 2gether still need to chat with them..
really hurt but i won't hurt my best friend better is i hurt...

this is lady shop..sth like tt..

very nice..

at HK can see many this...very ex..

my hotel downstair

my mum n I....in plane inside take de..
O...n i 1ST time sit plane quite sacre lol..

very sacre lol..but the view nice lol...

HK the mrt..

inisde mrt

i now at airport very happy lol..

i hope i will very happy in this few day too...

i will miss u all de...

if anything happen only IF touch wood 1st..
i like love my mother, father, brother, sister, my fav artist xiaozhu...
n all my love me de friend n boy n girl lol....

miss u ALL....
love u all too...
i will take care de i also will update my blog de lol....

this few day i very sick..
really feel like goin to die...
1st time sick let me think of die...
don know why?
really make me sacre...
happy time start to 4got le..
just yesterday let me think of my past...
yesterday meet some old frien let me think of my sec school time..sec 1 n 2...
like who..my god-sis my best frien....only just yesterday let me feel of happy time...
i hope i won't so easy to die..if think more about happy think lol...
i will very happpy live in this world....

this few day very busy because hor..
i need to work then got money to go to HK n spend all my money..
i need to earn until $500 to go there...

i sick le so i also need to tc myself too..

hihi..
i goin to hongkong...
next month...
i very scare because is my 1st time go there...
i not like tt but also go there see see lol..
because i hope to goin to taiwan lol...

DT so cute..

i like this 1..very nice lol...

my fav japan artist..

zhu my fav taiwan artist lol...

love him....

this 1 kiss kiss...

sry this pic my face very red hor..
because i drink ren win so my face so red i don have sunbrun okay...

my normal face no red red de..haha..

..zhi lian de wo..

i very zhi lian de..
i think because takin myself very fun lol...
n maybe of chen yi too..
go to blog or friendster u also will see ppl take photo of theirself too..haha..

my 1st time give to le blog...1st photo u see n u will know le bah...
2nd photo playin my hair in gentin haha..
3 photo go out n shop shop then take de..gentin at nith outside very cool de lol..
4 photo take in sentosa de...
5 photo take in my house downstair lol...
those photo i take myself de..

Next is my dear yi lol...
sch reopen le not happy n still got many thing need her to think..
i very sacre her very fast will old because very time need to think this need to think that make me very worry about her lol..
N also about love n friend worry...need to work...need to take care parent or sis lol...

i don 1 to work anymore..
i hate workin need to sacre this need to sacre that make me feel tried of workin..
i hate workin so i told my mum i need to re study again lol..
so next year i study back i don 1 to work anymore le haha..
this is wat i waitin 4 haha...

me, fion, yun n wan yi (dear yi sis)

best friend fion n yun

thx to wan yi help us take photo when we on the beach..

3 of us..

i very tried

after take finish this pic raining le

me n yi.. thx to yi once again..

Me bro n sis..
over there very cool..
not need air-con also k..
haha...

at shopping inside can smoking de..
in s'pore cannot lol..

i 1st time go there..
very fun lol..got indoor n outdoor n water game to play
24 hour not need to sleep also k
i got walk whole day mean 24 hour non stop walkin sitin eatin playin lol..
haha..anyway i next time will go again n i beggin my mum don let my bro n sis go..
because they very noise lol..

go there again this is wat i waitin 4 now on..